I think my life's gonna have a major change soon. Dad mentioned that he might be posted to Germany for 2 years and my mum will be joining him over there. Sis wants to become an air stewardess which left me ALONE at home! omg that sucks alot, wouldn't it?? Next year would be my turn to take the Alevels, and without family support, how am i gonna manage??!!!!!
I can't imagine life without my house being that noisy, no more weekend movies, having to wash the toilets (?), settling my meals on weekends (luckily i still have my grandparents on weekdays), talking to myself from day to night??? GOSH, that's terrible.
But i'm thankful that i still have my lifegroup, friends around me (i guess i'll spend much more time with them during that 2 years), and my grandparents. I could foresee myself being forced to mature, being more independent, doing all the household chores......... it's gonna be a fruitful 2 years as i transform to a full grown adult, yes i'm sure about that.
This topic wasn't something that was discussed only today, it happened few years back too. Back then, i knew i'll never want it to happen cos i was too dependent on my parents. When dad was away for 3 months, it felt like hell. Guessed i've grown & coping better with changes, much better :)
what we could have been, 8:01 AM.